Shani/Moderator> Hi Connie! Hi everyone! hi hi Hello. Good to be here. Hi Shani/Moderator> The pop-up ads are savage again hello all Shani/Moderator> We'll hang on a couple of minutes for stragglers. Does everyone know the formal chat rules? yup yes Shani/Moderator> You read them before coming in? If not, please go back and read them. Thanks. yes yes yes Good Evening, had hard time getting into room. Are we formal? Hello everyone!@ JoAnne where in NY are u from? Upstate, Near Albany hi twinkle now that more people have come on does anyone live in canada?? i am in westchester I do! waving from AB nice area, westchester. hi corrine! no... I am in the us how are you? missed you last month Shani, hope all was well twinkle your from alberta?? ty again for the reading :) excellent & you? i am ok you are welcome! it's ok (westchester that is) Hard with the kiddies you know. Nice to be here. yes i am yippie finally a canadian =0) i am always out numbered LOL Shani/Moderator> Thank you, Jo. Yes, I was well, if you don't count being so distracted that I thought class was a week earlier, and then when it was actually supposed to happen I totally forgot. lol shani LOL brightstar That happens! glad that all was ok glad everything was o.k., Shani... I came on last month for the first time... i remember that now. we were waiting on here and chatted but we were all concerned about where she was and was worried I'd missed it entirely Shani/Moderator> I'm sorry, folks. *That's* never happened before. Weird. Shani/Moderator> You know you're overextended when.... Shani/Moderator> Welcome, Canadians, Americans, Martians and Vulcans...and whoever else wants to be here. lol this is my first time here i am very excited lol Shani/Moderator> So, I am in a better space now. How about you? What does lol mean? so does karen join these chats? laughing out loud Shani/Moderator> Laughing Out Loud just wondering ahh i love that name ocean Shani/Moderator> Karyn sometimes comes to observe for a few minutes, but not usually. there sure is a lot of us this evening Thanx, Corinne :) Shani/Moderator> An even dozen.. Shani/Moderator> so let's begin. ok ok Shani/Moderator> We'll go to formal session... Shani/Moderator> and you can tell me what you'd like to focus on tonight. Chrysallysa... yes? Shani/Moderator> you're bravely back even though your first session never happened ... lol... I'm persistent I guess... determined Shani/Moderator> where are you with intuition and what would you like to practice? Any specific area? Do you have questions? Shani/Moderator> (good attitude!) Shani/Moderator> GA (go ahead) ! Shani/Moderator> (You're next, Anna, hang on. ) well, I'm still "new" to accessing intuition... I'm not really sure where to start? Shani/Moderator> What do you want to learn from it? Shani/Moderator> Usually we start using it because we realize there are things we can't learn easily another way… Shani/Moderator> or because we want quicker information or ... Shani/Moderator> we want to make decisions more clearly... Shani/Moderator> something like that.... for a start, I'd like to use it to live effortlessly, if that's what it's called yes, making "right" decisions I tend to ignore my intuition because it is "not backed up"... I want to learn to trust it without question Shani/Moderator> Good... Shani/Moderator> it starts with a "feeling"... Shani/Moderator> you know when something just "clicks"… Shani/Moderator> when you suddenly feel all lined up with your decisions and you know which way is the way you want to go... Shani/Moderator> that is the feeling of trusting yourself, trusting your intuition. Shani/Moderator> I think we tend to want a lot of physical substantiation for our "hunches" at first because we've all been taught pretty thoroughly how NOT to trust it.... Shani/Moderator> We get told, from day one, "don't do what your inner compass tells you to do, do what Mommy and Daddy tell you to do." Shani/Moderator> As a mom, I don't have an answer for that one...I tell my kids what to do, also. I admit it. Shani/Moderator> But I do also talk to them about their intuition. Part of the problem in learning to use your intuition... Shani/Moderator> is that I think our culture tends to view it as "all or nothing." How can you tell the difference from thought/fear with a voice and intuition? Shani/Moderator> The psychic either "just knows" (and therefore must know everything)... Shani/Moderator> or *nothing* can be known through other than the five senses and the application of logic, and no psychic ever knows anything through any other source. Shani/Moderator> For some reason people believe it must be either/or, and that the psychic, "just-knowing," emotional self must be at odds forever with the rational, scientific self. Shani/Moderator> It's not true. We need both aspects. Shani/Moderator> So it's actually good to notice when you have physical-world substantiation for your intuitive "hits," and when you don't.... Shani/Moderator> It's necessary, as you learn to develop your intuition... Shani/Moderator> to gather feedback so you know where you have hit and where you've missed. Shani/Moderator> It is OKAY to miss... Shani/Moderator> give yourselves permission... Shani/Moderator> I have done many, many readings for people, and I've come to the conclusion that there... Shani/Moderator> are actually very few "misses," Shani/Moderator> in which we might be "making up" something rather than "picking up" something.... Shani/Moderator> but there is a good number of "misses" that happen because we either didn't know how to interpret what we got, or we picked up... Shani/Moderator> a "stray signal," read someone else in the room, etc. Shani/Moderator> That's just my personal opinion at that point, and I have no data on which to base it. But I will tell you this.... Shani/Moderator> If you treat all the information you get... Shani/Moderator> as though it's ALL valid... Shani/Moderator> you are telling your intuition that you trust it.... Shani/Moderator> and it will respond by becoming more and more accurate for you. Shani/Moderator> You don't have to ACT ON anything that... Shani/Moderator> seems not right for you... Shani/Moderator> or that would make too big a change or be dangerous in any way... Shani/Moderator> you can use your rational mind, and your adult judgment... Shani/Moderator> to choose to act on only what resonates for you as good, for you and others, and is proper behavior. Shani/Moderator> This is why I think we tell our kids what to do when they're very young— Shani/Moderator> they don't have that adult judgment yet. hi, can i ask a question? Shani/Moderator> Sure, Iris. Shani/Moderator> Go ahead. How do we become more developed for listening? Shani/Moderator> Do you mean clairaudience ("hearing" intuitive information)? yes, i don't know if its me or them Shani/Moderator> Right, that is the case a lot of the time for almost everyone... Shani/Moderator> If you are pretty together, pretty spiritually aware, then the "voice" of spirit or your inner self won't "sound" that different from your own inner voice that you use to think, or "self-talk"… Shani/Moderator> Here's what I was getting at re: the question of trusting your intuition... Shani/Moderator> and learning to use it without effort and not to second-guess yourself... Shani/Moderator> It's a matter, most of all, of being in touch with your feelings. Shani/Moderator> You know what I mean? Shani/Moderator> Everyone take a deep breath, please... Shani/Moderator> And put your feet on the floor... Shani/Moderator> And center yourself... Shani/Moderator> Get comfortably into the space [frame of mind] you need to be in to concentrate on something comfortably. Shani/Moderator> What I want to do is ask you to locate... Shani/Moderator> the area below your breastbone... Shani/Moderator> between that and, say, your belly... Shani/Moderator> this area that's referred to as the Solar Plexus... Shani/Moderator> that general area. Shani/Moderator> Bring your awareness there... Shani/Moderator> and then gradually bring your awareness out about 2 inches in front of your solar plexus... Shani/Moderator> then four inches... Shani/Moderator> then six... Shani/Moderator> whatever seems to you to be the "boundary"... Shani/Moderator> it's different for different people and at different times, but find where it is now. Shani/Moderator> Now imagine that there is an unseen field of "energy" or magnetism... Shani/Moderator> that surrounds your entire midriff, front and back and sides... Shani/Moderator> it's actually three-dimensional and all around you... Shani/Moderator> But basically feel it in that area. Shani/Moderator> See if you can FEEL ... Shani/Moderator> what that area is for you. Shani/Moderator> Think of a time when you were near someone who was emotionally threatening to you… Shani/Moderator> What did you do? Shani/Moderator> Did you fold your arms over your solar plexus? yes no, but i got a funky feeling in my tummy Shani/Moderator> Did you try to stand behind a desk or chair? Shani/Moderator> Think about it for a second. What happens when we get awful news... Shani/Moderator> personal news... Shani/Moderator> Where do we feel the impact? Shani/Moderator> It's like being sucker-punched in the gut, right? yes definitely Shani/Moderator> That's because that area... Shani/Moderator> which is indeed a big nerve plexus in the *body*.... Shani/Moderator> a place where many nerves come together.. Shani/Moderator> is also our major psychic receptor for FEELING information.. Shani/Moderator> Psychic feeling, also called "clairsentience" or "empathy," Shani/Moderator> comes in very strongly there. Shani/Moderator> It's usually fairly easy to remember those times when you've picked up something from someone that was highly emotional in nature... Shani/Moderator> and to remember how you KNEW in that solar plexus area... Shani/Moderator> that the other person was sad, angry, or whatever. Now, of course we do pick up happy emotions from people in the same place. Shani/Moderator> It's just that, being human... Shani/Moderator> we tend to gravitate to the unpleasant ones like sharks to blood, don't we? nods Shani/Moderator> This isn't because we're bad ... Shani/Moderator> It's because we are here with the powerful intention to MAKE THINGS BETTER... Shani/Moderator> and you can't do that without homing in first on "what's wrong." Right? LOL! Shani/Moderator> We all just go overboard with it, because most of us have forgotten our own power by the time we reach the "age of reason" (which the French said was about 7 years of age!)... Shani/Moderator> We've had it trained out of us. Shani/Moderator> So what we're here to do tonight is ... Shani/Moderator> to deprogram ourselves a bit from all the indoctrination that… Shani/Moderator> we "mustn't" trust our intuition.. Shani/Moderator> and start re-learning how to trust it. Shani/Moderator> To get back to the subject, first… Shani/Moderator> learn to get comfortable with... Shani/Moderator> "checking in" with your solar plexus area… Shani/Moderator> for HOW YOU FEEL. Shani/Moderator> Before you start to do a reading for someone, or start to access intuitive information for any reason... Shani/Moderator> get that area of your body and your energy field as CLEAR as you can of extraneous influences... Shani/Moderator> and then take a read of HOW YOU FEEL right at that moment. Shani/Moderator> Find out what your mood is... Shani/Moderator> what issues you've been worrying about.... Shani/Moderator> almost unconsciously... Shani/Moderator> Get to know yourself. Shani/Moderator> When you know that.. Shani/Moderator> then when NEW information comes in to that area you will KNOW it isn't you. Shani/Moderator> And you'll know it's coming in to your "information center" from outside you (if there is such a thing. ) Shani/Moderator> Also... Shani/Moderator> be aware of your hands and fingers, because... Shani/Moderator> that is another very powerful receptive area.. Shani/Moderator> Really, your entire body is a powerful antenna for picking up nonphysical information.. Shani/Moderator> But these areas are especially sensitive to clairsentient "vibrations." Shani/Moderator> Also, Iris.... Shani/Moderator> for clairaudient information, the place to pay attention to... Shani/Moderator> is around your ears... Shani/Moderator> just above, behind your ears... Shani/Moderator> and about 2 inches out from your head.. is that what the ringing is? Shani/Moderator> We're talking about learning to feel your energy field that surrounds your body. Shani/Moderator> You want to distinguish the VERY SUBTLE impressions the intuition gives you... Shani/Moderator> to distinguish them from physical-body feelings, which are much grosser and more obvious. Shani/Moderator> Corinne… yes? Shani/Moderator> it depends. What kind of ringing? Tinnitus would be physical, but the sensation of hearing a phone ring when there is no phone... Shani/Moderator> a ringing that happens quickly and then stops, and that alerts you to more information... Shani/Moderator> that would be psychic. it is more of like a ringing when i feel a guide's presence Shani/Moderator> Oh, I see... Shani/Moderator> no, usually I think that that is... I was sleeping and heard a voice tell me my daughter fell off the bed and I woke up and she was on the floor. Shani/Moderator> a "sound" that you are hearing when there is an energy mismatch... energy mismatch? Shani/Moderator> Your energy vibrates at a slower rate than the guide's, who is not physically focused. Shani/Moderator> The guide's is a much higher, finer vibration. Shani/Moderator> And when you connect... Shani/Moderator> you might hear a very, very high-pitched sound for a little bit... Shani/Moderator> it should be gone in thirty seconds to one minute, I believe. yes! Shani/Moderator> The guide must "step down" its energy to be able to connect with you... ! how about when you "feel" the guides around you and you can touch them? Shani/Moderator> and of course YOU have to get yourself in a good space (which is essentially stepping yours up). And you meet somewhere in the middle and the sound stops, right? yes Shani/Moderator> OK, hang on, folks, let Corinne respond... Shani/Moderator> and then we'll get to you in order. For those who came in after 8:30... Shani/Moderator> we are using "formal rules," so raise your hand and wait to be called on. Type "?" or "!" to raise your hand. if i don't "pay attention" to it, it keeps happening and i get either a feather or a piece of something that will float in my face until i hear the message Shani/Moderator> That's neat... Shani/Moderator> so you are getting pretty obvious messages to wake up and take notice, Corinne. Shani/Moderator> Let me say to anyone who is just beginning… oooh ya, Shani/Moderator> don't expect that [Corinne's feather, for example] to happen for you in the beginning! Shani/Moderator> LOL! lol ! ! Shani/Moderator> Corinne obviously has done a lot of practicing of PAYING ATTENTION to and TRUSTING her intuition. *trying* now one question Shani Shani/Moderator> And once you are there, yours will know the perfect way to get your attention, and it'll happen. Might not be dramatic, because you might not need that. Shani/Moderator> Corinne, wait a sec. ok Shani/Moderator> I just want to add for Volando… Shani/Moderator> that even when people *haven't* used their intuition much, when there is a very urgent message, it will get through... Shani/Moderator> Especially where it concerns a parent, especially the mother (but there are plenty of dads, too, who get them)... Shani/Moderator> and the well-being of your child. Shani/Moderator> Also it's important that you were asleep at the time, because when you're asleep... Shani/Moderator> your usual conscious mind is out of the way… Shani/Moderator> and you are pure intuition. She was fine but on the floor. Thank you. Shani/Moderator> Yes, and the child doesn't necessarily have to be in danger... Shani/Moderator> but you had a desire for her not to fall out of bed, right? So you were alerted. So then that was pure intuition speaking to me? Shani/Moderator> Well, [I believe] you can call it any name you like, from God on down. Shani/Moderator> It is ... spirit, universal consciousness, … Shani/Moderator> whatever. I get that kind of ringing all the time... just didn't know it was psychic Shani/Moderator> Chrys... yes Shani/Moderator> I have heard the "ringing" described also as "the music of the spheres"… that's comforting... I also hear indian flute music a lot Shani/Moderator> and there is a fascinating book in which the author says it has something to do with the increase in the Earth's vibration... Shani/Moderator> I believe that book is *Awakening to Zero Point.* You might find it interesting. oh, thanks! I'll check into it Shani/Moderator> At any rate (no pun intended )... Shani/Moderator> it is all about vibrations... Shani/Moderator> and how they react with one another. Shani/Moderator> I firmly believe that it would be possible to build an oscilloscope of some sort which could *physically* measure... Shani/Moderator> the vibrations we are talking about… Shani/Moderator> emotions Shani/Moderator> guides... Shani/Moderator> etc. Shani/Moderator> So please don't feel that I'm talking about some airy-fairy metaphysical matter that isn't within the realm of reality... Shani/Moderator> I really think the vibrations are real and quite "physical" at least in some way. Shani/Moderator> And one of the reasons I feel that way is that I'm naturally super- sensitive to them and... Shani/Moderator> I feel them intensely. I know they are... I feel them ALL the time. Shani/Moderator> Right. And even so, they are still more subtle than, say, an actual gut- punch. Shani/Moderator> So you all know what I mean. nods Shani/Moderator> OK... Shani/Moderator> We should have a practice session, and ... Shani/Moderator> Anna, I didn't forget that I had asked what the new people wanted to work on. ok thanks Shani/Moderator> Would you like to be our "guinea pig," so to speak, and have the class give you a reading? i would love it Shani/Moderator> Great! Shani/Moderator> So, please take a moment to relax and center yourself along with all of us... Shani/Moderator> Let's all take some more cleansing breaths and just ask our bodies to relax... Shani/Moderator> Tell yourselves that it is OK to let go of some of the accumulated tension of the day, the week, the month... Shani/Moderator> this lifetime ... Shani/Moderator> and let it seep out of you through every pore. Shani/Moderator> Imagine it flowing out.... Shani/Moderator> Uncross your legs... Shani/Moderator> don't put your hands on your laps or anything like that... Shani/Moderator> Put your hands down on your desk or another solid object... Shani/Moderator> and imagine that the tension is flowing out of you right into the object. Shani/Moderator> Be aware that you will not hurt the object, and send along the intention that all energy flowing from you.... Shani/Moderator> be transformed back to neutral energy... Shani/Moderator> no longer charged in any way with the negative emotions you have been holding onto. Shani/Moderator> You can let them go... Shani/Moderator> All they are is energy, anyway, and energy wants only to MOVE... Shani/Moderator> It only starts to hurt us and restrict us when it is resisted against... Shani/Moderator> bottled up... Shani/Moderator> held in... i just got tears??? Shani/Moderator> That's excellent, Corinne... Shani/Moderator> just a little release of something you were holding.... Shani/Moderator> Stay with it. Shani/Moderator> BREATHE... Shani/Moderator> see if you get a release in your neck, back, shoulders... Shani/Moderator> or in your emotional center as Corinne is having. Shani/Moderator> And put your palms flat down on the surface of your desk or chair-- NOT your lap or your own arms.. Shani/Moderator> no part of your body.. Shani/Moderator> you want the negative energy OUT.. Shani/Moderator> not coming back into you. Shani/Moderator> OK...Be aware that as you breathe out, your lungs automatically pull new air in to replace the old that went out. Shani/Moderator> So it is with your energy... Shani/Moderator> New, fresh, neutral (which means ultimately positive, but we'll get to that another time ).... Shani/Moderator> energy is flowing in naturally. Shani/Moderator> Now, bring your awareness to your solar plexus area... Shani/Moderator> and feel if you have any feelings there... Shani/Moderator> You are seeking to know YOU... Shani/Moderator> to know your baseline emotional state, the emotional signature that is you... Shani/Moderator> so that you will recognize any "alien" vibrations that come in from others. Shani/Moderator> OK. Now do the same with your hands and fingers... Shani/Moderator> feel the energy there... Shani/Moderator> Shake your hands as though to shake out any remaining bottled up energy.. Shani/Moderator> Chances are, if you're like me, anyway, you have tension there that you haven't noticed you're holding. Shani/Moderator> Let it come down your arms, out your hands... Shani/Moderator> and let the object you're touching soak it right up. Shani/Moderator> Send after it the request for it to become neutral energy, no longer charged with any negativity you once gave it. Shani/Moderator> OKAY.... Shani/Moderator> Good! Shani/Moderator> You don't have to be perfect with this. Shani/Moderator> Just enough to get comfortable and to be centered enough to do the reading. Shani/Moderator> You can practice some exercise like this every day, letting go of tension, and it will benefit you, and also... Shani/Moderator> will help you get centered even more quickly next time. Shani/Moderator> But for now... Shani/Moderator> Anna... i am here Shani/Moderator> Would you please gently bring to mind an issue or a situation in your life about which you would like.... Shani/Moderator> more information and/or a new or deeper perspective? Shani/Moderator> Everyone else, imagine that we form a circle around Anna.... Shani/Moderator> She is in the middle to request clarity... it will be hard to concentrate one just one but i will choose Shani/Moderator> Whatever comes to mind is fine, Anna... Shani/Moderator> Most likely, people will pick up your multiple issues, and that's fine. i feel all of you Shani/Moderator> We surround her with good will and healing intent. Shani/Moderator> Our purpose is to serve and to be open to the connection with our inner selves... you are making me smile :) Shani/Moderator> We have, in that state of connection, access to all the information, knowledge, and wisdom we will ever need… Shani/Moderator> and we are learning to fine-tune our reception and our interpretation of it. We're learning to "step it down" so that it can be used effectively in this physical world, Shani/Moderator> which is so much heavier and is vibrationally slower than that realm of nonphysical energy. It's ALL good... Shani/Moderator> and the physical world is very good, a wonderful place to be playing and learning. Shani/Moderator> But it's different from the nonphysical space from which we came and to which we always return... Shani/Moderator> and our task of translating energy takes practice. Shani/Moderator> So this is practice. Shani/Moderator> Now please bring your awareness to your solar plexus area again… Shani/Moderator> and see if there is new information coming in... Shani/Moderator> you're seeking a *feeling* first... Shani/Moderator> and if you don't get a feeling, seek further for perhaps a visual image or an impression of a sound… Shani/Moderator> or...whatever you get! Take WHATEVER you get... Shani/Moderator> and don't second-guess yourself. ? Shani/Moderator> Your job is to accept ALL information and trust yourself... Shani/Moderator> and THEN later to find out its meaning. Shani/Moderator> GA Liz I see issues with family possibly children and water ! lake ? ga ! Shani/Moderator> OK, thanks, Liz. GA Luminescent Before you started the exercise, .... Shani/Moderator> (Anna please take notes! You have to give us feedback! ) I saw a ship - felt like "journey" ok ..... Then - after we began.... I saw a child next to Anna - standing - A girl...... they are similar. GA Shani/Moderator> OK, Luminescent...did you get whether the ship/journey was connected to Anna? .....felt like it was, as I had already asked Spirit... to connect me to Anna... GA ! Shani/Moderator> Got it. Good! Yes, it answers immediately, and you already know how to connect. Shani/Moderator> OK, GA JoAnn was it a friend of mine? the child? Thank you Shani................. This is interesting because.................... I too picked up the Ocean, that came on very strong..................... ///Screen scrolled up at 10:04 PM. yea like i've done this already--but nothing ever happens afterward. i just get confused Shani/Moderator> Corinne wanted to speak, then Shani/Moderator> Cindy, then Liz. Shani/Moderator> GA Corinne. ok having [website connection] issues ! did you get that message from me before i got disconnected? Shani/Moderator> No, sorry. Please retype. Shani/Moderator> I can see you got bumped. Hang on, folks, it's usually a bit of a rough ride here. i got worry/fear maybe with family i got a gerald type name ger,jer something like that i also got stop worrying and and have faith and stop crying. any of this make sense? Shani/Moderator> Wonderful... Shani/Moderator> that's just what I was going to ask you… Shani/Moderator> to provide some clarity for Anna (the querent). yes but not the name maybe george that's it that's my dad are you worrying about him for health reasons or something? ! he is well........hard to deal with nope nm not really i assumed health, i am getting emotional nm? Shani/Moderator> Does he smoke, Anna? yea i try to ignore it yes so do i Shani/Moderator> You aren't ignoring it. LOL! Shani/Moderator> OK, Corinne... was there physical abuse a while ago? i got the feeling while we were concentrating on our solar Shani/Moderator> Here's the thing. Corinne... yes? Shani/Moderator> see if you can "see" her father before you... that's been my problem area, but will try Shani/Moderator> If you feel you have permission (you'll know, because you'll either proceed easily, or you'll feel resistance, like "stop!")... Shani/Moderator> Gently scan him... Shani/Moderator> especially the lungs... Shani/Moderator> and the whole area around his throat and where he communicates... Shani/Moderator> and see what you think of the quality of the energy there. Shani/Moderator> See if you can identify the emotion he's holding there. seeing a rather stalky [stocky] man with thinning brownish hair and green/hazel eyes not fat, just kind of chunky i see the lungs as dark and wheezy raspy voice? or coughing dark and cloudy ? the physical is not my dad i get a whirlwind of emotion...anger with fear...lots of anger GLENN not dad ex boyfriend glenn still new, bear with me no my fault sorry I'm getting something with his left leg. YES Not sure if this is your dad or this other man. pins from an accident The left knee especially. its glenn all of this is him Shani/Moderator> OK, we have two guys here... Shani/Moderator> the dad is an issue, too.... Shani/Moderator> you can do one and then the other. Also left frontal region/temple of head - like a headache. he is in my space and will not get out....... sorry guys i have a lot of issues hey, lol we all do!! Shani/Moderator> Don't we all! Shani/Moderator> LOL LOL Shani/Moderator> It's good... Shani/Moderator> [because] it's good to practice separating out whom you're picking up. do you want clarification? ? hazel eyes tall is glenn ex-boyfriend of 4 years Shani/Moderator> BTW...anyone who has a procedural issue --who has to leave or wants to ask something other than on the subject of the chat... Shani/Moderator> you can always talk to me on the side. Shani/Moderator> Click on my name on the list and you'll get a private chat box. Shani/Moderator> Anna… Shani/Moderator> take notes for now… Shani/Moderator> I'm hoping someone will look at your dad also... ok sorry to butt in ? Shani/Moderator> OK, Cindy's next... Shani/Moderator> Then Liz, then Luminescent, then JoAnn. Shani/Moderator> I think that's accurate. Shani/Moderator> Oops, no, Chrysallysa wanted to speak… Shani/Moderator> and raised her hand before JoAnn. I think I'm next Shani/Moderator> Yes GA The images I have explained the whirlwind of young child dancing in circle switching to older women to older aging mother to man very confusing, I think this is when you Anna, were looking at your relationships and swirling with all of them also...changing from parent to child, and visa versa and marriage? What I was excited to share was the final image I had of you sitting on a bed, combing or fussing with the blonde hair of an 1883 wedding dress not sure if it's past life, or prepping or what... but FELT MYSELF SITTING THERE WITH THAT DRESS ga Shani/Moderator> Wow--good work, Cindy… Shani/Moderator> thank you! While Anna takes copious notes… Shani/Moderator> Liz is next. GA, Liz do you live near the water/beach/lake? I see a lot of blue or is that the color of your house? no and I see a lot of white do you like boating but that is my "dream" house on a beach i like to look at the water i am an aquarius do you want to have children? I see two of them yes a boy and girl ga Shani/Moderator> Excellent; thank you, Liz... Shani/Moderator> GA Luminescent I saw "keys"..... like - an old set of keys - to a house - those old-style locks (perhaps to the house you want?) Also - Re: your dad - I saw him sitting at a desk - huddled over some sort of papers. The feeling I got was that he was "disgruntled." I saw an angel - female - over his left shoulder. Feels like she is familial somehow. GA Have to go. 4 AM wake up. night all! Shani/Moderator> Good night! <<>> good night thank you TTFN see you Jo nite jo nite nite.. Bye night all :) i gotta go Shani/Moderator> Good night, Corinne--come again! Shani/Moderator> It was a pleasure to have you here. :( good night corinee thanks Also early call...thank you all....THANK YOU Shani...blessings to you all...(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) i will i am always on the message board night Corrine Shani/Moderator> <<>> bye! nite corinne & cindy :) Shani/Moderator> OK, Chrysallysa is next..GA Shani/Moderator> (I will ask Karyn to post the transcript so that anyone who leaves will get to see the feedback.) I wanted to share... I didn't get much, but what I got was "great peace"... like "everything will be o.k." GA thank you I needed that Shani/Moderator> Shani/Moderator> What could be better! Shani/Moderator> Good work! Shani/Moderator> Try to see, when you do this again,… Shani/Moderator> whether you are aiming for a VERY high vibration... Shani/Moderator> if so, you may get "high" messages. You can always ask to get something more concrete if you feel it's needed. Shani/Moderator> OK...JoAnn... Shani/Moderator> GA Thank you, just a couple comments on Father: One, Father wants to share or tell you something but is finding it hard and can not.... find the words or the correct time, perhaps you should try to give him your undivided attention sometime soon. More.......... Being the total EMPATH that I am, I could not help to pick up his emotional instability as well............not to offend just had to say that... however........... I did see great love and joy for you and that he is trying hard to "protect" you from something. That is all. Shani/Moderator> Good, Jo Ann, thanks. Shani/Moderator> Anna... Shani/Moderator> just to get your "people" straight... Shani/Moderator> I asked before whether Dad smokes—? yes Shani/Moderator> OK, he's the one I was getting, not the green-eyed guy that you identified as ex-something. Shani/Moderator> OK... Shani/Moderator> Did anyone scan her dad's chest and throat areas besides JoAnn? Shani/Moderator> Check that out. ? Shani/Moderator> GA bwitchr oops that should say bwitchr Shani/Moderator> What? GA is "go ahead" at the start I saw a figure beside Anna....... thought it was male, man in suite..... just tried the focus, as you said, saw red disk of energy around neck.. Shani/Moderator> Yup, you picked it up! also had felt her ask herself what to do, mixed feelings but love toward him, also same feeling for other… yes, I was able to separate them. i am confused u see me w/ 2 people? no - ! saw one next to you, felt the other's presence oh but didn't see. ga Shani/Moderator> OK... Shani/Moderator> great... Shani/Moderator> the red energy is what I was looking for... Shani/Moderator> there is a lot of bunched up energy in the throat area... Shani/Moderator> when I see this, usually it is communications that are not delivered and emotions that are not let out... Shani/Moderator> in this case a mix of emotions that he mind find "unacceptable" to vent in their entirety... Shani/Moderator> anger, guilt, grief, etc.... Shani/Moderator> anyway, I agree as I think JoAnn said that he hasn't felt able to speak fully... Shani/Moderator> This isn't anyone's fault... Shani/Moderator> but would benefit from being encouraged to gradually speak his truth... Shani/Moderator> if he can be reassured his loved ones can tolerate it. Shani/Moderator> I.e., a lot of times people, especially parents, never hear that we're ready for them to open up. Shani/Moderator> This isn't really about you, Anna… Shani/Moderator> anyway... Shani/Moderator> it's his own stuff… Shani/Moderator> but you have a powerful intention to make the world around you better… Shani/Moderator> and even when you acknowledge the difficulties in communicating with someone... Shani/Moderator> to the point where you have yourself decided to just keep it in, to shut up,... Shani/Moderator> you still have the desire to be of assistance. Even to Dad. Shani/Moderator> Don't worry so much about smoking and health... Shani/Moderator> worry about bottled emotion and health. Shani/Moderator> That's what gives smoke the power to harm people. Shani/Moderator> If there is energy flowing freely and there is a strong alignment with health.. Shani/Moderator> you can smoke 100 years (if you want to). Shani/Moderator> OK… Shani/Moderator> It's late... Shani/Moderator> as always with such a large group. Shani/Moderator> Luminescent, if you can be REALLY quick, please say what you wanted to say… Shani/Moderator> and then, Anna, please give us your feedback. Shani/Moderator> GA Thanx, Shani. I felt the throat chakra as being "hot" was drawing energy - felt emotional rather than physical Right chest area - some sort of darkness there. At first i felt was lung - but it's higher. Feels to be both physical and emotional components. GA Shani/Moderator> Great, LO... Shani/Moderator> thanks. Shani/Moderator> The lungs are not clear… Shani/Moderator> but they never are, with a smoker... Shani/Moderator> this doesn't necessarily mean a health issue now, but may later… Shani/Moderator> The important thing is, Anna... Shani/Moderator> that whatever health issues your dad may come up with... Shani/Moderator> they have to do with emotional issues that are taking away physical energy... Shani/Moderator> and if he can let some of that emotion go, he should experience strong healing results... Shani/Moderator> and people are often highly motivated to do this when they do come up with a health concern. Shani/Moderator> So, no worry, just encouragement and the reminder to keep your own energy flowing. Shani/Moderator> Okay...Feedback? ok first THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ocean - i am thinking of going to florida in august? could that be it? i am talking to a guy that lives there... maybe something will happen with us? reunion that is happy..... want to go to greece next summer to see family - more ocean!!...... old keys - greece again I think my father - papers emotion all that stuff..... he & mom are going through a divorce lots of papers he does not ever say what he feels he is living with a girlfriend i get the feeling he is not happy!!!! my dad & i are not great communicators w/ each other...... you all picked up on that but we love each other dearly ummm what did i miss i have 4 pages of notes LOL Shani/Moderator> The child/friend? Shani/Moderator> the boat? Shani/Moderator> LOL! child friend I don't know!! could be my friend stacey that acts like a child LOL Shani/Moderator> LOL! Shani/Moderator> past life or historical scene with the wedding dress? we went on a cruise together last yr Shani/Moderator> Ah--the Titanic. LOL! historical scene I don't know - i find that interesting - and the blonde hair? maybe the hazel eyed man w/ anger that's glenn my ex-boyfriend he steals all my energy! Shani/Moderator> Well, stop letting him! LOL! dancing in circles? wedding/ greek dancing maybe? i know i should I feel bad! Shani/Moderator> Seriously, you can take charge of your energy.... Shani/Moderator> Just gently tell it to come back to you... ? colors white and blue - i find them soothing together i will try Shani/Moderator> and then the next time he wants to pick a fight--Don't fight. Shani/Moderator> If you do, you're letting him in to snag your energy field again. Shani/Moderator> bwitcher--GA (go ahead) TY - saw an energy shield for Anna.... was he into martial arts?.... shaped like a wall of tiny shields - no i was - he might of took [aikido] for a yr i think the old Chinese kind with the pointy cone in the middle?...... that may help to keep him out! ga Shani/Moderator> Great suggestion, bwitchr, thanks. Shani/Moderator> Anna... wow thanks Shani/Moderator> place the shield... Shani/Moderator> over your solar plexus area... Shani/Moderator> that's where he snags you. Shani/Moderator> Just imagine it there, and remember to tell it… Shani/Moderator> that it can let energy in WHEN YOU CHOOSE... Shani/Moderator> and at no other time. Shani/Moderator> Because you are sensitive and want to access this information... Shani/Moderator> you don't want to close it off completely. Shani/Moderator> Make it so that it is SELECTIVE. Shani/Moderator> Anything else, from anyone?? ! Shani/Moderator> GA Lumin... Should Anna sever the energetic ties with Glenn, since the relationship is over and he is vicitimizing her energetically? GA Shani/Moderator> Great question for her to consider... Shani/Moderator> and it's good phrased as a question, because... Shani/Moderator> when you read for a person... Shani/Moderator> you do not want to try to tell them what to do. Shani/Moderator> You can feel what is appropriate [to tell them] by how you *feel*... Shani/Moderator> when you are getting/reporting your information. Shani/Moderator> So you can phrase it as a question, as you did, or you could say... Shani/Moderator> "Anna, you might want to consider severing the emotional ties to this person, because..." etc. Shani/Moderator> The point is to reinforce her power to deal with her own issues. Your job is to supply the different perspective and the clarity she requested... Shani/Moderator> but always be aware the choice is hers... I can not we have TONS of debt together - i have thought of that - i am glad u said that though Shani/Moderator> Consider, Anna... Shani/Moderator> that it might be possible to, on an energetic level... Shani/Moderator> sever the umbilicus that he is using to draw energy from you. Shani/Moderator> You could do that, if you chose. ! Shani/Moderator> Because you can still talk to someone and deal with the money issues, etc... Shani/Moderator> but you don't have to be their conduit anymore. They can get their energy directly from the Source... ! true Shani/Moderator> which is where they SHOULD be getting it... Shani/Moderator> and it will benefit them greatly for you to not give in and let them be weak. Let them take their power. Shani/Moderator> If you can see it as beneficial for both of you, I believe you might want to do it. See what you think. Shani/Moderator> GA Chrys ok thank you TY I was thinking... it is possible to detach from a person and still deal with physical issues that cannot be ignored also detaching allows you to say goodbye so you are not afraid to say hello in other words, you open doors to attract higher vibrations when you detach from lower vibrations GA Shani/Moderator> Excellent. how? Shani/Moderator> One way, Anna... Shani/Moderator> is to ALLOW him to BE HOW HE IS. Shani/Moderator> You know all those characteristics that just get under your skin? Shani/Moderator> (LOL--do you get dry, itchy skin?) lol yes Shani/Moderator> Just accept now and forever... Shani/Moderator> that he is GOING TO BE THAT WAY... Shani/Moderator> and you can ALLOW it. Shani/Moderator> Just let it be. Shani/Moderator> When he starts in on you... Shani/Moderator> think, that's just how he is... Shani/Moderator> and it doesn't have to be part of MY energy... ! Shani/Moderator> and I don't have to give myself a skin condition over it. Shani/Moderator> Your skin should feel better, too. Shani/Moderator> GA Chrys TY Yes... just think "that's how he is" and then make a conscious choice as to whether ?? you want to even react to it GA ok thanks Shani/Moderator> Exactly. You are accepting the responsibility to CHOOSE your own response--or to choose not to respond--instead of being a puppet on a string getting jerked around... Shani/Moderator> by whatever others do. Shani/Moderator> This is THE big lesson of empathy... Shani/Moderator> I've struggled with this one all my life, because... Shani/Moderator> empaths typically feel that others are DOING their emotions TO us! Shani/Moderator> LOL! Yep! Shani/Moderator> And we feel under attack. It's hard to hold our own in an argument, let alone a real fight! yea Shani/Moderator> I am going to send a list of books to Anna per her request... nods Shani/Moderator> and I will also try to post the list to the message board. … okay goodnight! Thank You! Shani/Moderator> Super. Bwitchr just gave me the idea for next month's chat... Shani/Moderator> I suggest we work on clairvoyant sight... Shani/Moderator> seeing auras, etc. Shani/Moderator> Okay? Hope to see you all there. TY - I'm glad I finally got to join in on one of these! Shani/Moderator> Me, too! Excellent topic. Ok, Have to go, Very interesting bunch tonight, I enjoyed all your comments ~ Special Thanks to Shani & Anna, Enjoy the rest of the night ~ JoAnnsgate great! Thanks Shani Shani/Moderator> Thank you so much, everyone. Great, great work. And thank you, Anna! thank you so much everyone!!!!!!!! Thanks Shani and all. Most enjoyable. Good to meet you all. I'm glad I am persistent... will be here next month good night all Shani/Moderator> Super--you're wonderful, and thanks for hanging in there. Nite Chrys. Shani/Moderator> I'll see you all next month. Everyone be well, be happy. <<>> *smiles* TY Shani TY - 'night all nite Luminescent Namaste all. good night thanks again Nite anna. night luminescent Shani - I certainly hope I can make the chat now that I've been an inspiration! LOL! Thanks Pax Good night, My first visit. Very interesting. Shani/Moderator> Hope you can make it. It will be the last Wednesday in June. thank you again, i appreciate everyone's help :) *HUGS* Shani/Moderator> June 25th. 8:30 PM ET good night